1. Everyone around me is hurting. Emotional pain seems to be the hot item on the menu this week. Suicidal boys, bitchy crying girls, relationship problems, ICK.It makes me really sad. I just want everyone to be okay and happy. This is summer time and all I hear is "god, I just want to move away." WHAT THE HELL PEOPLE. Snap out of it! Summer = a time to crack out of your shell and run free!
Don't you remember when you were a kid and you couldn't wait till summer came? A chance to ride your bikes around, stay up late and have sleep overs, no homework at all.
Nothing has really changed much! Your older now so you can drive and sleep overs can consist of having drinks and maybe sharing intimacy time with a significant other but really its still the same. It's time to release your inner child again.
Please don't be sad anymore. I want to lay on the beach in the sun with you.
2. I think my dreams are trying to tell me something. During the day I'm relaxed and I just don't care about anything. I have fun and my brain just shuts off to negativity for the most part. But my dreams are anything but. I'll dream about a unknown boy telling me he loves me and wants to be with just me. When I awake there is no one there. And while my heart tells me I don't want anyone, I think my brain can't understand that.
I just...don't know. So into to the dusty chest these thoughts shall go.
BREAKING NEWS: "Is this really what a day is like for you? Just drinking and sleeping late?" ...That stings a little.
COMING SOON: I want to go swimming.
[CURRENT MP3 PLAYING: Breathe Me by Sia]
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